13 hours sitting on my posterior and now i have a 21 hour flight back home to look forward to.
Midwest Games was fun. mainly because i got to see my friends and irritate the heck out of pitis (nyahaha :p). CMU lost all matches (had they been programming questions, we would've won) but still managed to look good losing.
on the way back from Minnesota i saw a rainbow. the first one in years. i had the sudden urge to go look for that pot of gold and prance around the clouds with a bunch of Care Bears. just like old times. then i remembered i had a plane to catch on thursday and some major packing to do.
being old kills off any imagination. bummer.
running off tangent though: i love how people remember the little things. like the dates of my final exams or a flight back home.
me go sleep now.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Saturday, May 22, 2004
STRANDED
you know a shopping spree's gone bad when you've missed the last bus home and you're stuck with only your two shopping companions.
thanks Samah and Lan for saving us. albeit in a very questionable car :)
thanks Samah and Lan for saving us. albeit in a very questionable car :)
Thursday, May 20, 2004
I'M A BUM
hey ho derry ho!
bumming around is tiresome. quiz me on celebrities and i'm sure i'll ace 'em all - been sitting on the same sofa for 3 days watching VH1 and the Iron Chef. which inspired me to make fried ice cream and mashed potatoes. the ice cream was a failure. seri, ksyu and i ended up eating melted ice cream with bits of cornflakes and oil on it.
yum!
bumming around is tiresome. quiz me on celebrities and i'm sure i'll ace 'em all - been sitting on the same sofa for 3 days watching VH1 and the Iron Chef. which inspired me to make fried ice cream and mashed potatoes. the ice cream was a failure. seri, ksyu and i ended up eating melted ice cream with bits of cornflakes and oil on it.
yum!
Monday, May 10, 2004
SUMMER'S HERE!
has been an interesting semester. a little beat, but that's the same with any semester :)
enjoy summer all!
enjoy summer all!
Saturday, April 03, 2004
!!!
Friday, April 02, 2004
TIME DOESN"T NECESSARILY MAKE THE HEART FONDER
my lycos mail is filling up fast with nonsensical emails. one that caught my eye today was this: "look rich now get rich later fake rolex". heh, i say that's spam mail everybody should get :p
i met a CMU student the other day who, after spending three and a half years working towards getting an Electrical Engineering degree, finally found out his passion for people. so he changed his major to anthropology. i didn't even know they offered that course in CMU.
anyway, happy April Fool everybody. nope. no pranks here :)
i met a CMU student the other day who, after spending three and a half years working towards getting an Electrical Engineering degree, finally found out his passion for people. so he changed his major to anthropology. i didn't even know they offered that course in CMU.
anyway, happy April Fool everybody. nope. no pranks here :)
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
AH, THE SMELL OF MONEY SPRING
so a guy donated $55 milion to the business school last week. and renamed it after himself. i would like to think that he went bankrupt after that, but apparently he makes billions a year. jason says his daughter is hot. what are the odds; being a billionaire's daughter AND having a pretty face.
spring must be near. the air has started to smell like cow dung and the other day i heard a sound very much like a pigeon getting stomach cramps (mating call, maybe?). honestly, it's like a zoo. the grass is piled with fertilizer and walking to class is like a trip to the farm. i dont remember when spring came last year, but presently the trees are still very much bald. i am thankful though that the sun is out most days now.
happy spring, all :) *tweet tweet*
spring must be near. the air has started to smell like cow dung and the other day i heard a sound very much like a pigeon getting stomach cramps (mating call, maybe?). honestly, it's like a zoo. the grass is piled with fertilizer and walking to class is like a trip to the farm. i dont remember when spring came last year, but presently the trees are still very much bald. i am thankful though that the sun is out most days now.
happy spring, all :) *tweet tweet*
Saturday, March 27, 2004
FUN THE I.S. WAY!
we spent four hours coding and an extra two playing games! Professor H. told us stories over pizza, of how he met his wife and how his kids won the chess tournament that day. who says IS projects are dull :p
let's all pray chong gets better soon...
let's all pray chong gets better soon...
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
WRITE!
had interesting chats with both my technical writing professor and my fiction writing professor. it's fun to be talking seriously about the forms of academic and professional writing one minute and then discussing silly ideas on magical realism the next. my tech writing professor is really excited that i should go into professional writing. we had a long talk last friday about all the possibilities and she lent me a couple of her books for me to read.
yesterday i met up with professor masters. this man is quite a character to describe. he's near past 80, but his sense of humor is as fresh as any nineteen-year-old. he cracks us all up in class (and i dont mean lame jokes that we laugh at out of pity) and his choice of fiction is pretty interesting. i sat in his office for half an hour, initially to discuss class. but we ended up talking about the photographs on his walls which he had taken himself. he's a decent photographer, i must say. i've begun to realize that many writers do photography. it must be that at some point of their career they have touched upon journalistic writing or freelancing.
anyway, in studying genre fiction, i attempted a silly piece for experimental purposes. professor masters is a disbeliever in animation/inanimation dialog, so i wanted to test the waters to see how far he would accept or reject my story. it's far from being completed, but anyhoo....here's some light reading for you :)
Tommy
yesterday i met up with professor masters. this man is quite a character to describe. he's near past 80, but his sense of humor is as fresh as any nineteen-year-old. he cracks us all up in class (and i dont mean lame jokes that we laugh at out of pity) and his choice of fiction is pretty interesting. i sat in his office for half an hour, initially to discuss class. but we ended up talking about the photographs on his walls which he had taken himself. he's a decent photographer, i must say. i've begun to realize that many writers do photography. it must be that at some point of their career they have touched upon journalistic writing or freelancing.
anyway, in studying genre fiction, i attempted a silly piece for experimental purposes. professor masters is a disbeliever in animation/inanimation dialog, so i wanted to test the waters to see how far he would accept or reject my story. it's far from being completed, but anyhoo....here's some light reading for you :)
Tommy
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Sunday, March 07, 2004
SLEEPLESS IN PITT
my professor increased my salary by 50 cents.
for 3 days i have watched the sky turn from midnight blue to orange red to bright blue. from where i sit the angle is spectacular and it seems as if the sky is fenced by bald branches outside the window. i tend not to stare out too much at night, but when dawn breaks you feel its a lot unlikely to find goblins peering in :)
somehow i think i may have lost the ability to sleep. and through it i've gained the gift of time. my sister keeps reminding me though that sleep deprivation causes the brain to become slow. i think i believe her.
for 3 days i have watched the sky turn from midnight blue to orange red to bright blue. from where i sit the angle is spectacular and it seems as if the sky is fenced by bald branches outside the window. i tend not to stare out too much at night, but when dawn breaks you feel its a lot unlikely to find goblins peering in :)
somehow i think i may have lost the ability to sleep. and through it i've gained the gift of time. my sister keeps reminding me though that sleep deprivation causes the brain to become slow. i think i believe her.
Saturday, February 28, 2004
PAPER HORSEY
made a horse today...
a little untidy, but i'll make a nicer one some other time :)
al-Fatihah to Ejay's father...
a little untidy, but i'll make a nicer one some other time :)
al-Fatihah to Ejay's father...
Thursday, February 26, 2004
ORIGAMI
a customer left an origami at the table the other day and Ant kept it above the counter. "I don't wanna throw it away", he had said.
seeing that origami brought back a flush of childhood memories. mum would make tupperwares and tupperwares of origami flowers and animals. i remember abah coming home from Japan bringing back books on origami and sheets of japanese patterned paper. we'd never touch those origami papers because they were too pretty and mum didnt want to waste it since it came from far away and were expensive. so we'd buy those colored paper you can get for 25 cents a sheet and made origamis out of those. our favorite was the jumping frog. all four of us - my two brothers, my sis and i, would make small frogs and number them. then we'd hold a contest to see which frog jumped the highest and furthest.
after coming home from school that night, i took out some paper and started making squares. it has been a long time since i had even attempted an origami so i began by folding and unfolding the paper randomly, hoping somehow it would turn into something. after awhile i started to remember some origami basic foldings. and eventually i did end up with a traditional crane. the next day, everywhere i sat i left a paper crane.
last night i attempted a tyrannosaurus rex. it was labeled intermediate, but i was simply itching. the diagram was in some foreign language and so a lot of guesswork took place in addition to lots of tearing of paper. it was a full half hour before i finally got a semi-trex on my desk, standing somewhat wobbly with its head a little torn. i dare say it is what the diagram had expected. even so, i was a quite pleased with my misshapen attempt and left it on my desk.
there is something about origamis that make you feel obliged just to keep it. it's so simple and delicate, you'd feel bad to throw it away.
seeing that origami brought back a flush of childhood memories. mum would make tupperwares and tupperwares of origami flowers and animals. i remember abah coming home from Japan bringing back books on origami and sheets of japanese patterned paper. we'd never touch those origami papers because they were too pretty and mum didnt want to waste it since it came from far away and were expensive. so we'd buy those colored paper you can get for 25 cents a sheet and made origamis out of those. our favorite was the jumping frog. all four of us - my two brothers, my sis and i, would make small frogs and number them. then we'd hold a contest to see which frog jumped the highest and furthest.
after coming home from school that night, i took out some paper and started making squares. it has been a long time since i had even attempted an origami so i began by folding and unfolding the paper randomly, hoping somehow it would turn into something. after awhile i started to remember some origami basic foldings. and eventually i did end up with a traditional crane. the next day, everywhere i sat i left a paper crane.
last night i attempted a tyrannosaurus rex. it was labeled intermediate, but i was simply itching. the diagram was in some foreign language and so a lot of guesswork took place in addition to lots of tearing of paper. it was a full half hour before i finally got a semi-trex on my desk, standing somewhat wobbly with its head a little torn. i dare say it is what the diagram had expected. even so, i was a quite pleased with my misshapen attempt and left it on my desk.
there is something about origamis that make you feel obliged just to keep it. it's so simple and delicate, you'd feel bad to throw it away.
Thursday, February 19, 2004
FEBRUARY BABIES
february is special :)
14th Feb - Happy first birthday Marsya, darling! Love you lots and can't wait to see you in June!
15th Feb - Happy birthday kak As dearest! Must be the best birthday yet, to have been able to share it with your dear Marsya :) Take care, yeah.
and of course...
18th Feb - Happy birthday Abah!!!! Lots of love and wish I was at home to celebrate with you (by watching some cowboy movie or anything gory of course :D)
a thousand hugs and kisses!
14th Feb - Happy first birthday Marsya, darling! Love you lots and can't wait to see you in June!
15th Feb - Happy birthday kak As dearest! Must be the best birthday yet, to have been able to share it with your dear Marsya :) Take care, yeah.
and of course...
18th Feb - Happy birthday Abah!!!! Lots of love and wish I was at home to celebrate with you (by watching some cowboy movie or anything gory of course :D)
a thousand hugs and kisses!
Friday, February 13, 2004
THE WORLD IN BLACK & WHITE
havent been to the darkroom in quite a while, and i forgot how intense it can be. i was mildly surprise that i had remembered most the procedures in developing. the first few tries my pictures came out overdeveloped and i also blew the enlarger bulb - which has never happened before. so naturally i freaked out for a bit and did the cuckoo dance while alone in the darkroom.
for every picture that doesnt come out right and goes into the trash can, i mentally substract 70 cents and kick myself for not going to bhphotovideo.com.
ps: all pictures taken with a Pentax MZ-M 35mm lens, Ilford HP5 Black & White film at 400 ISO and developed on Ilford Multigrade IV RC Deluxe (Pearl) photographic paper. hover mouse over pictures for technical info.
for every picture that doesnt come out right and goes into the trash can, i mentally substract 70 cents and kick myself for not going to bhphotovideo.com.
ps: all pictures taken with a Pentax MZ-M 35mm lens, Ilford HP5 Black & White film at 400 ISO and developed on Ilford Multigrade IV RC Deluxe (Pearl) photographic paper. hover mouse over pictures for technical info.
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
IT'S A FRIENDLY WORLD AFTER ALL
last week has been good to me: phase 1 went extremely well, i got my long overdue paycheck, the sun was out most the time, and of course john fixed me dinner :)
i was out on one of my photography excursions when an old lady asked me what i was taking pictures of. at the time i had my camera pointed towards the sky, trying to frame a fair portion of a building against the bright blue. i had been standing there for a good 2 minutes, waiting for a flock of pigeons to fly over. what i hadn't noticed was that i had attracted the attention of many passers-by; all craning their necks to see what it was i was so patiently waiting to snap.
anyway, i ended up postponing my picture-taking to chat with the old lady. she asked me where i was from and commented that i looked japanese (not the first time, though don't ask me why - some of my friends have christened me Yama, even). she was from russia. noticing her thin jacket i remarked that the cold must not have bothered her as much. she said not really, though she doesn't remember russian weather that well. she met her husband, who is Polish, during WWII and they had come to America in 1949. She asked where I go to study and I replied Carnegie Mellon (always "Carnegie Mellon" when speaking to elderlies - it resonates a much more formal tone and sounds a lot more grand ;)). The old lady had nodded in approval and continued to tell me that her son had gotten his Ph.D from CMU and was currently working in San Francisco. Her other son was a dentist working in Texas and her daughter, a lecturer in Pittsburgh. She looked very happy and proud, and she must have been to be telling me all this. I wondered if 20 years from now my mother would be beaming in the very same way when she spoke of her kids.
I was pretty surprised when she told me her son was turning 58. I said she didn't look a day over 60 and she beamed even wider. She told me she has 3 grandchildren, the eldest now in Northwestern University. Apparently his parents had attended the same college, and it was there they had met. What was more interesting was the fact that her grandson now has a chinese girlfriend. My immediate response was that they would probably have very beautiful kids. She herself mused at this, saying that it was rather interesting. especially since the unborn child would be a mix of russian, polish, american and chinese.
We chatted a little while longer before she said that she didn't want to keep me from doing my photo snapping any longer. So we shook hands (she hugged me too, much to my surprise), bade farewell, and she wished me the best in life while i wished her a safe journey to Florida (for she was leaving the next day with her husband).
That conversation left me feeling how small the world can really seem like with friendly people at every corner.
i was out on one of my photography excursions when an old lady asked me what i was taking pictures of. at the time i had my camera pointed towards the sky, trying to frame a fair portion of a building against the bright blue. i had been standing there for a good 2 minutes, waiting for a flock of pigeons to fly over. what i hadn't noticed was that i had attracted the attention of many passers-by; all craning their necks to see what it was i was so patiently waiting to snap.
anyway, i ended up postponing my picture-taking to chat with the old lady. she asked me where i was from and commented that i looked japanese (not the first time, though don't ask me why - some of my friends have christened me Yama, even). she was from russia. noticing her thin jacket i remarked that the cold must not have bothered her as much. she said not really, though she doesn't remember russian weather that well. she met her husband, who is Polish, during WWII and they had come to America in 1949. She asked where I go to study and I replied Carnegie Mellon (always "Carnegie Mellon" when speaking to elderlies - it resonates a much more formal tone and sounds a lot more grand ;)). The old lady had nodded in approval and continued to tell me that her son had gotten his Ph.D from CMU and was currently working in San Francisco. Her other son was a dentist working in Texas and her daughter, a lecturer in Pittsburgh. She looked very happy and proud, and she must have been to be telling me all this. I wondered if 20 years from now my mother would be beaming in the very same way when she spoke of her kids.
I was pretty surprised when she told me her son was turning 58. I said she didn't look a day over 60 and she beamed even wider. She told me she has 3 grandchildren, the eldest now in Northwestern University. Apparently his parents had attended the same college, and it was there they had met. What was more interesting was the fact that her grandson now has a chinese girlfriend. My immediate response was that they would probably have very beautiful kids. She herself mused at this, saying that it was rather interesting. especially since the unborn child would be a mix of russian, polish, american and chinese.
We chatted a little while longer before she said that she didn't want to keep me from doing my photo snapping any longer. So we shook hands (she hugged me too, much to my surprise), bade farewell, and she wished me the best in life while i wished her a safe journey to Florida (for she was leaving the next day with her husband).
That conversation left me feeling how small the world can really seem like with friendly people at every corner.
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
"two shots of expresso, and i'm still good to go..."
aah, so caffeine has begun to take effect on me. once again. but i do doubt for long. it's only february but it feels like june. and here you can expect to have snow in june. somebody blindfold me and tell me it's spring. i would gladly concede.
My groupmates are exchanging emails and it's 2am. It's a bizzare semester. And what's more bizzare than communicating through virtual space at such ungodly hours? The fact that Britney Spears earns $39.2 mil annually.
(sobs...)
My groupmates are exchanging emails and it's 2am. It's a bizzare semester. And what's more bizzare than communicating through virtual space at such ungodly hours? The fact that Britney Spears earns $39.2 mil annually.
(sobs...)
Monday, February 02, 2004
Friday, January 30, 2004
WHERE'S THE 'PAUSE' BUTTON?
the calendar on my wall says October 2003. I wonder what that says about me.
we've just finished Phase I of our project and still have four more to look forward to. all this documentation has left me exhausted and i'm thinking: why need to build the system at all? the documentation is good enough. it's impressive, motivating and we've proved that it's technically feasible. so now we should just keep it locked in a nice metal cabinet along with all the other proposed projects and hand out those A's. life should be that simple, don't you think?
by the time we implement it, there'd be better languages and better ways to develop the database. how current is current and how fast can we actually keep up with the spawn of new technologies? speaking of which, have you realized how slow the technology for batteries are evolving? either that or we're moving too fast that we havent caught up with advanced methods to provide energy in a sufficient and cheaper way. so here we are, coming up with all these gadgets that consume a lot more energy than we can actually afford. and in the long run there'd be hell to pay. it's almost like inventing all these deadly weapons and having a lack of human awareness to operate it.
now scientists are playing god and with all the scientific discoveries on DNAs, it seems they are slowly eroding religion away (nauzubillah). it's probably about time we take a breather from all the excitement and nurtured humanity into ourselves, lest we forget the important basics of life.
i think we're moving into the future faster than we can cope. the world should follow the pace at which i'm moving at. October 2003, maybe? :)
we've just finished Phase I of our project and still have four more to look forward to. all this documentation has left me exhausted and i'm thinking: why need to build the system at all? the documentation is good enough. it's impressive, motivating and we've proved that it's technically feasible. so now we should just keep it locked in a nice metal cabinet along with all the other proposed projects and hand out those A's. life should be that simple, don't you think?
by the time we implement it, there'd be better languages and better ways to develop the database. how current is current and how fast can we actually keep up with the spawn of new technologies? speaking of which, have you realized how slow the technology for batteries are evolving? either that or we're moving too fast that we havent caught up with advanced methods to provide energy in a sufficient and cheaper way. so here we are, coming up with all these gadgets that consume a lot more energy than we can actually afford. and in the long run there'd be hell to pay. it's almost like inventing all these deadly weapons and having a lack of human awareness to operate it.
now scientists are playing god and with all the scientific discoveries on DNAs, it seems they are slowly eroding religion away (nauzubillah). it's probably about time we take a breather from all the excitement and nurtured humanity into ourselves, lest we forget the important basics of life.
i think we're moving into the future faster than we can cope. the world should follow the pace at which i'm moving at. October 2003, maybe? :)
Thursday, January 29, 2004
THE POWER THAT WE WIELD
"Hey, could I have this in a to-go cup, please"
"Sure"
"Sorry. I need to leave"
"Don't be. Your wish is my command"
"Really?"
"Sure!"
"Hop around for me"
"..."
"Hey, you're right! I am all powerful!"
"Amazing isn't it... the power that you wield"
"Haha. Thanks! I'll see you around"
"Yeah. In a couple of hours"
"Sure"
"Sorry. I need to leave"
"Don't be. Your wish is my command"
"Really?"
"Sure!"
"Hop around for me"
"..."
"Hey, you're right! I am all powerful!"
"Amazing isn't it... the power that you wield"
"Haha. Thanks! I'll see you around"
"Yeah. In a couple of hours"